Lying on my bed thinking about my future..how will it be..what will i become someday..will i be able to understand the world? Will i be able to go through this life? Will i be ok?
It was years ago..i still remember those nights..I will be thinking how life is later on as i grow older..then after a while i'll just grab my phone and call Luke ask him out for "yamcha" at the arcade near my college. Then i'll talk to him and he'll say how silly i am..and he'll say that i'll be fine. =) Yeah..that was all the way back in 2006..he was a great companion though..Almost everyone in the faculty thought we were dating..who wouldn't say so..i bet even the lecturers were talking too..Ever since the very first day of class (June 2006), we sat beside each other and we were the only two sitting at the back of the class..then when it comes to group assignment..he will always either be my pair or end up being in the same group. =)
Oh my..i miss those moments..a lot! Bro..u're the best.. =)
Anyway...at this moment, here i am writing this as an English Instructor. A career i never dream of..a path that never even once crossed my mind. Answering all my thoughts when i was studying..yes..i made it through the 4 years of study..i manage to make myself a person..i am learning about the world the hard way..(being bullied..being teased..people here is making my life miserable).. Am i at the position to say i can go through this life? i wonder..i guess i still have to figure out the answer..i just got here for around 1 year..a lot happened..and i am slowly giving up..it has been hard on me..i am acting as if i am happy when i am around my friends..my colleagues..my friends here are my colleagues..
Seriously..i miss having Luke by my side..he is like a protector..he will always say that everything will be ok and stop being with "kutu" people..
Sheela...i miss u too..my final year was fun because of u..thank u for being a real friend..till today.. =)
It was years ago..i still remember those nights..I will be thinking how life is later on as i grow older..then after a while i'll just grab my phone and call Luke ask him out for "yamcha" at the arcade near my college. Then i'll talk to him and he'll say how silly i am..and he'll say that i'll be fine. =) Yeah..that was all the way back in 2006..he was a great companion though..Almost everyone in the faculty thought we were dating..who wouldn't say so..i bet even the lecturers were talking too..Ever since the very first day of class (June 2006), we sat beside each other and we were the only two sitting at the back of the class..then when it comes to group assignment..he will always either be my pair or end up being in the same group. =)
Oh my..i miss those moments..a lot! Bro..u're the best.. =)
Anyway...at this moment, here i am writing this as an English Instructor. A career i never dream of..a path that never even once crossed my mind. Answering all my thoughts when i was studying..yes..i made it through the 4 years of study..i manage to make myself a person..i am learning about the world the hard way..(being bullied..being teased..people here is making my life miserable).. Am i at the position to say i can go through this life? i wonder..i guess i still have to figure out the answer..i just got here for around 1 year..a lot happened..and i am slowly giving up..it has been hard on me..i am acting as if i am happy when i am around my friends..my colleagues..my friends here are my colleagues..
Seriously..i miss having Luke by my side..he is like a protector..he will always say that everything will be ok and stop being with "kutu" people..
Sheela...i miss u too..my final year was fun because of u..thank u for being a real friend..till today.. =)
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