Assalamualaikum wbt..
i rarely update my blog since i was too busy with my life.
I am staying on my own now. It's much better i guess. I feel relieved.
The less u give a damn the better you feel! True! i feel better and i am happier nowadays.
Alhamdulillah. Allah tunjukkan semuanya. I manage to find out some truth and alhamdulillah i realized everything and now going my own way.
Talking about friends..i still have friends around. Those i said was helpful and was thankful and blessed to have them all..it's all over now. In real life, it's called taking advantages. Once they got what they want, they'll let you go and u're no longer considered as their sister or close friend anymore. So, right now, we're just hanging out when we need to, going out for lunch or dinner, that's it. no more chit chatting or sharing stories. those are nonsense. =) it's only applicable when you are younger, when u r in schools. when u r studying. When u get out of those institutions, everything is a total different. A good friend can turned into a monster.
How could that be? well..that depends on the situations. Different people have different perspective when they see things. i might look at it at another angle while others looking at the other angle. So, not everyone will agree on the same things they heard or experience. so, that's why i said it depends on the person and the perspective.
I lost another good friend. The one i used to hang out with whenever i went back to Melaka. The one who taught me a lot about the world. It turned out, she found another world and now being hypocrite. Not towards me, but towards others. i do not like it at all. Having same gender relationship. I feel disturbed and i felt like i lost the battle to keep her on track. But, whatever, as long as she is happy there. i did my part by telling her not to do it and asking her to get back on track. Refusal after refusal, and she met someone who encouraged her. I hope she will realize that the relationship is wrong and will come back to where she is. =) Insya-Allah...
Other update..nothing much besides having my own house and owning a lot of things as in your real home. hahaha..i was excited actually when i got my own fridge..my own washing machine..my own hall ..my own dining table.. XD
The feeling was indescribable. It's like i feel like yeah..i've grown up..Crap!!! =P
** COUNTING DAYS to get married. =) Alhamdulillah..Allah showed me the way and Insya-Allah He will help me to ease everything for the both of us.
29 days.. =)
i rarely update my blog since i was too busy with my life.
I am staying on my own now. It's much better i guess. I feel relieved.
The less u give a damn the better you feel! True! i feel better and i am happier nowadays.
Alhamdulillah. Allah tunjukkan semuanya. I manage to find out some truth and alhamdulillah i realized everything and now going my own way.
Talking about friends..i still have friends around. Those i said was helpful and was thankful and blessed to have them all..it's all over now. In real life, it's called taking advantages. Once they got what they want, they'll let you go and u're no longer considered as their sister or close friend anymore. So, right now, we're just hanging out when we need to, going out for lunch or dinner, that's it. no more chit chatting or sharing stories. those are nonsense. =) it's only applicable when you are younger, when u r in schools. when u r studying. When u get out of those institutions, everything is a total different. A good friend can turned into a monster.
How could that be? well..that depends on the situations. Different people have different perspective when they see things. i might look at it at another angle while others looking at the other angle. So, not everyone will agree on the same things they heard or experience. so, that's why i said it depends on the person and the perspective.
I lost another good friend. The one i used to hang out with whenever i went back to Melaka. The one who taught me a lot about the world. It turned out, she found another world and now being hypocrite. Not towards me, but towards others. i do not like it at all. Having same gender relationship. I feel disturbed and i felt like i lost the battle to keep her on track. But, whatever, as long as she is happy there. i did my part by telling her not to do it and asking her to get back on track. Refusal after refusal, and she met someone who encouraged her. I hope she will realize that the relationship is wrong and will come back to where she is. =) Insya-Allah...
Other update..nothing much besides having my own house and owning a lot of things as in your real home. hahaha..i was excited actually when i got my own fridge..my own washing machine..my own hall ..my own dining table.. XD
The feeling was indescribable. It's like i feel like yeah..i've grown up..Crap!!! =P
** COUNTING DAYS to get married. =) Alhamdulillah..Allah showed me the way and Insya-Allah He will help me to ease everything for the both of us.
29 days.. =)
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