::Losing the Battle::

I have lost my grip. I remember i always said to others and to myself.

"When you are at the end of a rope, tie  knot and try to hold on as long as you can because there might be a hand to come and get you up again."

But today, i just lost it all. I winder how could i be so weak in this situation. I cannot make another move. I cannot think of my next move. Everything has been hard on me. I feel lifeless and i keep thinking on how could i go on if i keep being this way. I gotta make another move before it was too late or before i could even comprehend all this commotions.